Abigail Adams just had to see the Battle of Bunker Hill for herself, despite her husband's warnings that she and the children must 'fly to the woods' in the face of danger. Instead, she took seven-year-old John Quincy to the top of Penn's Hill near their home in Braintree. From a granite outcropping they watched the smoke rise from Charlestown 10 miles away as the cannon thundered in their ears.
John Adams was away, journeying to Philadelphia to meet with the Continental Congress. Abigail wrote to him the next day as the cannon still roared. 'My bursting heart must find vent at my pen,' she wrote.
Charlstown is laid in ashes. The Battle began upon our intrenchments upon Bunkers Hill, a Saturday morning about 3 oclock & has not ceased yet & tis now 3 o'clock Sabbeth afternoon. Tis expected they will come out over the Neck to night, & a dreadful Battle must ensue.
Bunker Hill Distresses Abigail Adams
John Quincy Adams recalled the Battle of Bunker Hill in a letter that was as overwrought 71 years after the event as his mother's was the next day. In March 1846, he wrote to English abolitionist Joseph Sturge that his mother was 'liable every hour of the day and of the night to be butchered in cold blood, or taken and carried into Boston as hostages, by any foraging or marauding detachment of men.'
During those early months of the war, he wrote, she lived in,
...unintermitted danger of being consumed with them all in a conflagration kindled by a torch in the same hands which on the 17th. Of June lighted the fires of Charlestown -- I saw with my own eyes those fires, and heard Britannia's thunders in the Battle of Bunker's hill.
Even on the day after the battle, Abigail Adams couldn't eat, drink or sleep because the noise of the cannon was so distressing. In her letter, she promised her husband she'd take refuge at his brother's if their friends told her she was in danger.
Two days later she picked up her pen again:
I have been so much agitated that I have not been able to write since Sabbeth day. When I say that ten thousand reports are passing vague & uncertain as the wind I believe I speak the Truth.
There was one thing of which she was certain: Their dear friend Dr. Joseph Warren had been killed in the Battle of Bunker Hill. John Quincy Adams,
...witnessed the tears of my mother and mingled with them my own, at the fall of Warren a dear friend of my father, and a beloved Physician to me. He had been our family physician and surgeon, and had saved my fore finger from amputation under a very bad fracture.
With thanks to John Adams by David McCullough.