Jackie Kennedy for 14 years confided in an old Irish priest after meeting him only once on a visit to Dublin.
“I am so bitter against God.
“I think God must have taken Jack to show the world how lost we would be without him — but that is a strange way of thinking to me.
“I have to think there is a God — or I have no hope of finding Jack again.”
Fr. Leonard had been friendly with Jackie’s step-uncle, W. S. Lewis, in the 1920s. Lewis recommended Jackie meet him on a trip to Ireland in 1950. She was a 21-year-old socialite. Fr. Leonard was a scholarly 73-year-old semi-retired priest.
Fr. Leonard met Jackie and her step-brother, Hugh Auchincloss, at the airport and escorted them around Ireland, according to Irish Central.
Jackie Kennedy and Fr. Joseph Leonard met only one other time –when she was First Lady, traveling with her husband to Ireland.
She corresponded with him until he died in Dublin in 1964 at the age of 87.
The letters – 33 of them -- were discovered in an old safe at All Hallows College in Dublin, where Leonard had taught.
He became almost a father figure: “It’s so good in a way to write all this down and get it off your chest – because I never do really talk about it with anyone – but poor you has to read it!”
He sent her books and teasingly called her ‘girouette’ – a French expression for a fickle person.
She wrote to him in July 1952 to tell him she thought she’d fallen in love with John F. Kennedy, the New York Post reported.
“I think I’m in love with — and I think it would interest you — John Kennedy — he’s the son of the ambassador to England — the second son — the oldest was killed. He’s 35 and a congressman,” she wrote.
“Maybe it will end very happily — or maybe, since he’s this old and set in his ways and cares so desperately about his career, he just won’t want to give up that much time to extracurricular things like marrying.’’